Well as I'm sitting here, watching Old School, eating pizza, and playing with my cat, Odin, I'm thinking about the future. I'm thinking that I want to be something more than just a student, going through my paramedic training, wanting something more, something that I can feel like I am apart of something more in my life. I've been considering joining the military, which weirdly has gotten me very excited in the last couple months. I have been really focusing a lot of myself lately, to losing weight, getting my life in order, seeing where I want to be next year and what I want to do with the rest of my life and what kind of legacy I want to leave behind. It all seems to be a blur lately, but as always, for better or for worse, it will all work out.
I feel weird including this in my blog because the only person whose blog I follow right now is the girl I'm dating. She's cool, quirky, weird, and surprisingly comfortable to be around. I don't have to do anything to impress her (even though I wouldn't do it anyway). I always and will always feel like I don't need to make myself something I'm not. I feel like I'm already a nice guy, with good habits, and good morals so I am not going to change anytime soon. But back to her: Christina is wonderful. Soft skin, soft eyes, and a retarded love for cats... just like me. Haha. Well all I can say right now is that my life is taking some new turns and twists. I will try to keep this thing updated and bid you farvel, or goodbye in Norwegian, for now...
Sunday, December 13, 2009
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