Sunday, December 13, 2009

Well I guess I'll have to post at least one for now...

Well as I'm sitting here, watching Old School, eating pizza, and playing with my cat, Odin, I'm thinking about the future. I'm thinking that I want to be something more than just a student, going through my paramedic training, wanting something more, something that I can feel like I am apart of something more in my life. I've been considering joining the military, which weirdly has gotten me very excited in the last couple months. I have been really focusing a lot of myself lately, to losing weight, getting my life in order, seeing where I want to be next year and what I want to do with the rest of my life and what kind of legacy I want to leave behind. It all seems to be a blur lately, but as always, for better or for worse, it will all work out.

I feel weird including this in my blog because the only person whose blog I follow right now is the girl I'm dating. She's cool, quirky, weird, and surprisingly comfortable to be around. I don't have to do anything to impress her (even though I wouldn't do it anyway). I always and will always feel like I don't need to make myself something I'm not. I feel like I'm already a nice guy, with good habits, and good morals so I am not going to change anytime soon. But back to her: Christina is wonderful. Soft skin, soft eyes, and a retarded love for cats... just like me. Haha. Well all I can say right now is that my life is taking some new turns and twists. I will try to keep this thing updated and bid you farvel, or goodbye in Norwegian, for now...